Pot opponents regroup following state's legalization vote

SEATTLE (AP) - Kevin Sabet, a former White House drug policy adviser and an outspoken opponent of legalizing marijuana, watched with dismay last fall as voters in Washington and Colorado did just that.
But the next day he got a call from former Democratic U.S. Rep. Patrick Kennedy, who has struggled with alcohol and drug addiction. The son of late Sen. Ted Kennedy was worried that the votes sent the wrong message about marijuana.
"The level of his concern impressed me," Sabet recalled. "He said, 'We have to do something that is not falling into this false dichotomy of prohibition versus legalization.'"
So began the regrouping of the anti-pot lobby, an effort which on Thursday launches a new organization, Project SAM, for "smart approaches to marijuana." Kennedy is the chairman, and other board members include Sabet and David Frum, a former speechwriter for President George W. Bush.
"Our country is about to go down the wrong road, in the opposite direction of sound mental health policy," Kennedy said. "It's just shocking as a public health issue that we seem to be looking the other way as this legalization of marijuana becomes really glamorous."
The idea is to halt the legalization movement by arguing the U.S. can ease the ills of prohibition - such as the racial disparities in arrest rates and the lifelong stigma that can come with a pot conviction - without legalizing the drug. Kennedy called marijuana a dangerous drug that lowers IQ and triggers psychosis in those genetically predisposed toward it; critics charged him with distorting the scientific evidence by cherry-picking studies that relate only to a tiny fraction of pot users.
"It's almost 'Reefer Madness'-type stuff about marijuana he's saying," said Ethan Nadelmann, executive director of the New York-based Drug Policy Alliance. "There's something remarkable about Patrick Kennedy deciding to go after users of a drug that is by almost all accounts less dangerous than the drugs he struggled with. Where Patrick Kennedy could have made a really important contribution is by saying that we need a responsible public health model for dealing with legal marijuana."
Nadelmann described Project SAM as a "strategic retreat" by the just-say-no crowd.
The organization hopes to raise money to oppose legalization messages around the country, shape the legalization laws taking effect in Washington and Colorado, promote alternatives to jail time for pot users and speed up scientific research on the effects of marijuana.
Sharon Levy, chairwoman of the American Academy of Pediatrics committee on substance abuse, said she joined the Project SAM board because "we're losing the public health battle" and policy is being made by legalization advocates who might be misinformed about marijuana's dangers.
Kennedy served 16 years as a congressman from Rhode Island, during which he made mental health treatment and insurance coverage a legislative priority. He revealed he had struggled with depression and alcoholism, as well as addiction to cocaine and prescription painkillers.
In 2006, Kennedy crashed his Ford Mustang into a security barrier on Capitol Hill. He agreed to a plea deal on a charge of driving under the influence of prescription drugs and received a year's probation.
Low-level marijuana offenders should pay a fine, not go to prison, Kennedy said, but it's a bad idea to make pot more accessible: More people will experiment, including young people whose still-developing brains seem to be most susceptible to addiction. He said he fears the creation of a huge marijuana industry that might target teens the way the tobacco industry did.
Voters in Washington and Colorado handily passed measures on last November's ballot to legalize the possession of up to an ounce of marijuana for adults over 21 under state law, and to create a system of state-licensed marijuana growers, processors and retail stores. The measures could bring the states tens or hundreds of millions of dollars per year in new tax revenue, analysts have said.
Marijuana remains illegal under federal law, and the Justice Department has not said whether it will sue to try to block the state-licensing schemes from taking effect.
Supporters of Washington's Initiative 502 raised more than $6 million. The measure was sponsored or endorsed by former top federal law enforcement officers in the state, as well as some former public health officials and a University of Washington addiction specialist.
Alison Holcomb, the drug policy director of the state's American Civil Liberties Union chapter and I-502's campaign manager, said she's as concerned as anyone else about the public-health ramifications of legal marijuana, and that's why the initiative requires new surveys of drug use among teens and earmarks money for substance abuse prevention and treatment.
And, she said, Kennedy and Sabet offer no suggestions for dealing with the dangerous black market that supplies the nation's vigorous appetite for pot.
Frum said that given the social ills caused by alcohol and tobacco use, no one should be arguing for legal marijuana.
"There are not a lot of voices saying you should smoke more tobacco, it's a cure for what ails you," Frum said. "There aren't people saying we should raise the DUI limit from 0.08 to 0.12. People who use alcohol and tobacco understand they're doing something risky. That's not the message about marijuana, and that's an unfortunate situation.
"What we should all want is to see fewer young people with criminal records and fewer young people using drugs."
But the next day he got a call from former Democratic U.S. Rep. Patrick Kennedy, who has struggled with alcohol and drug addiction. The son of late Sen. Ted Kennedy was worried that the votes sent the wrong message about marijuana.
"The level of his concern impressed me," Sabet recalled. "He said, 'We have to do something that is not falling into this false dichotomy of prohibition versus legalization.'"
So began the regrouping of the anti-pot lobby, an effort which on Thursday launches a new organization, Project SAM, for "smart approaches to marijuana." Kennedy is the chairman, and other board members include Sabet and David Frum, a former speechwriter for President George W. Bush.
"Our country is about to go down the wrong road, in the opposite direction of sound mental health policy," Kennedy said. "It's just shocking as a public health issue that we seem to be looking the other way as this legalization of marijuana becomes really glamorous."
The idea is to halt the legalization movement by arguing the U.S. can ease the ills of prohibition - such as the racial disparities in arrest rates and the lifelong stigma that can come with a pot conviction - without legalizing the drug. Kennedy called marijuana a dangerous drug that lowers IQ and triggers psychosis in those genetically predisposed toward it; critics charged him with distorting the scientific evidence by cherry-picking studies that relate only to a tiny fraction of pot users.
"It's almost 'Reefer Madness'-type stuff about marijuana he's saying," said Ethan Nadelmann, executive director of the New York-based Drug Policy Alliance. "There's something remarkable about Patrick Kennedy deciding to go after users of a drug that is by almost all accounts less dangerous than the drugs he struggled with. Where Patrick Kennedy could have made a really important contribution is by saying that we need a responsible public health model for dealing with legal marijuana."
Nadelmann described Project SAM as a "strategic retreat" by the just-say-no crowd.
The organization hopes to raise money to oppose legalization messages around the country, shape the legalization laws taking effect in Washington and Colorado, promote alternatives to jail time for pot users and speed up scientific research on the effects of marijuana.
Sharon Levy, chairwoman of the American Academy of Pediatrics committee on substance abuse, said she joined the Project SAM board because "we're losing the public health battle" and policy is being made by legalization advocates who might be misinformed about marijuana's dangers.
Kennedy served 16 years as a congressman from Rhode Island, during which he made mental health treatment and insurance coverage a legislative priority. He revealed he had struggled with depression and alcoholism, as well as addiction to cocaine and prescription painkillers.
In 2006, Kennedy crashed his Ford Mustang into a security barrier on Capitol Hill. He agreed to a plea deal on a charge of driving under the influence of prescription drugs and received a year's probation.
Low-level marijuana offenders should pay a fine, not go to prison, Kennedy said, but it's a bad idea to make pot more accessible: More people will experiment, including young people whose still-developing brains seem to be most susceptible to addiction. He said he fears the creation of a huge marijuana industry that might target teens the way the tobacco industry did.
Voters in Washington and Colorado handily passed measures on last November's ballot to legalize the possession of up to an ounce of marijuana for adults over 21 under state law, and to create a system of state-licensed marijuana growers, processors and retail stores. The measures could bring the states tens or hundreds of millions of dollars per year in new tax revenue, analysts have said.
Marijuana remains illegal under federal law, and the Justice Department has not said whether it will sue to try to block the state-licensing schemes from taking effect.
Supporters of Washington's Initiative 502 raised more than $6 million. The measure was sponsored or endorsed by former top federal law enforcement officers in the state, as well as some former public health officials and a University of Washington addiction specialist.
Alison Holcomb, the drug policy director of the state's American Civil Liberties Union chapter and I-502's campaign manager, said she's as concerned as anyone else about the public-health ramifications of legal marijuana, and that's why the initiative requires new surveys of drug use among teens and earmarks money for substance abuse prevention and treatment.
And, she said, Kennedy and Sabet offer no suggestions for dealing with the dangerous black market that supplies the nation's vigorous appetite for pot.
Frum said that given the social ills caused by alcohol and tobacco use, no one should be arguing for legal marijuana.
"There are not a lot of voices saying you should smoke more tobacco, it's a cure for what ails you," Frum said. "There aren't people saying we should raise the DUI limit from 0.08 to 0.12. People who use alcohol and tobacco understand they're doing something risky. That's not the message about marijuana, and that's an unfortunate situation.
"What we should all want is to see fewer young people with criminal records and fewer young people using drugs."
Kennedy is concerned about our sound mental policy? That's a laugh. The mentally ill have been on the streets in what seems like increased numbers. When we read about a heinous act, more often than not there is somebody with a mental health issue connected. Now the federal government is acting like it cares about us, but we've known for a long time all they care about is our money. Legalizing marijuana sends the wrong message, but we're expected to accept the mentally ill in our society as just part of normal life? Right Kennedy.
I work with children and adults with learning disabilities. I work with neurological/cognitive interventions. Please let me be straight forward. Marijuana KILLS brain cells, always. There are many research reports that are valid and recognized to be of the highest peer review acceptable. They all say, "Marijuana causes impaired academic abilities, impaired judgement, impaired reasoning, and impaired emotional control." The damage is not reversable if you stop using marijuana. I just finished attending a convention for working with learning disabilites with 1200 professionals attending, i.e. doctors, neurologists, psychologists, who all were completely exasperated that a law would leagalize marijuana which causes decreased cognitive abilities, decreased IQ, and leads to learning disabilities. This is like poisioning brains. Did we already forget Newtown, where 26 children and adults were killed, by a person with learning disabilities and a very negligent mother. These type of things will become common, abuse, bullying, rageful behavior, and stupid people who won't be able to add 2 + 2. Think again people. This is horrific. Stop it. Our medical technolgy is completely able to perscribe appropriate medication for pain. Our education system is already deeply having difficulties, marijuana will only lower our adacemic abilities lower and lower. Think about it. Really think about it. What do you want this state to be like in five or ten years. Mariguana will directly affect this.
@Lorie Show us some quantitative data. Do you work for the SAM Project?
 @Lorie "Mariguana will directly affect this"
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Been smokin' lorie?
 @Lorie First off, marijuana does not kill brain cells. You're extremely uninformed if you believe so, there has been no study that has concluded that smoking kills brain cells. You must be mistaking marijuana for alcohol. Oh and "lol" at what you said marijuana causes. There's marijuana users since they were on the cusp of teenagers/adults who are now billionaires. Are you even close to that? Meeting up with 1200 professionals huh? Sorry, gotta call BS on that. I'm going to stop here because in all honesty, a nut job like you isn't worthy of much more.
@flibbles You make my point perfectly. Ignorance, I study research every day and what I have said is all true. Do you have any studies saying different? Of course not, because none exist. No doubt you have smoked for a long time. I have pictures of MRI scans that litterally show holes in brains of marijuana users. Your stupidity and arrogence shows very strongly.Go ask any neurologist.
@Lorie "I have pictures of MRI scans that litterally show holes in brains." That's meth and no, I do not smoke.
 @Lorie You study research every day and you challenge someone for credible studies. Where's YOUR credible information.
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Your post is propaganda until I see your proof. NO .gov sites
Look at that loser above smoking his stupid pipe. Do these people have jobs? I would never knowingly hire a stoner to do anything for me. Ok well maybe poop scoop but I wouldn't pay them hourly because it would take them all day & I only have one dog. When you're stoned you're worthless. I will not take that risk with people I work with or hire.
 @Gigi Don't hang out in the tech industry then. There's a very good reason microsoft, amazon, google, and all the other smaller companies around never drug test.Â
 @Gigi Look at that loser, Sir Richard Branson who created a media and travel empire out of nothing while being a cannabis user. I'm sure you think the only thing his self made billions are only suitable are good for is wiping your self-righteous and uninformed behind, however, a lot of other people measure him successful.
Your ignorance is astounding.
@Tattooed_Angel  Hello, I've posted in the past but lately I haven't. I was clean and sober from September 24 to about February 15 with the help of councelling psychiatry and determination but I've lost it all to chronic relapsing. I haven't told anybody and I am very depressed. I tried justifying my use due to the extreme depression I suffered in recovery but I don't know where to begin. I'm too afraid to let go of my past. Life sober terrifies me but life using isn't much better either. I'm a mess. If I come clean with my parents, there will be serious repercussions. I was out with my old friends last night and I was miserable. They were all drinking smoking without a care in the world. Why can't I be like them? I didn't drink but I did smoke. I didn't smoke today and I feel good about that. I think I need to go to some meetings. My job is in jeopardy too because I have a sinking suspicion I'm going to be drug tested when I get back. I'm on a seasonal layoff. I am completely addicted and don't know what to do. So today, I'm just going to say a little prayer, not use and hope that there won't be a drug test. If I fail my drug test, I will be homeless within a month. That' s all for now. "Idle hands are the devil's workshop."
@komoispropaganda U mad bro? How many times can you use the workd propaganda anyway? LOL. The truth is out there. You're just too stoned to realize it.
 @Dylandawg I prefer non-propaganda verifiable information. The morons that post in the forum that you believe in are NOT, get this, NOT verifiable truth. They carry the same weight as 'penthouse letters'. You have offered NO verifiable truth.
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You think I'm a moron because I won't take radical forum posts as verifiable? Show me the PROOF!
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You are full of propaganda and CANNOT show PROOF otherwise.
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You are a troll. Do you work for homeland or something. You certianly lie like the government.
 @Lorie Honesty my butt.
The entire point of cutting and pasting these stories is to show morons like you the pitfalls of MJ. One persons opinion means nothing...tens of thousands of posts should make you clue in, if you're not already too far gone to realize the truth.
 @Dylandawg Do you know how to post your own thoughts or did your mommy only teach you cut and paste?
Thanks Lorie...it's not my story. I've posted tons of posts from MJ addicts and the evils that they are facing. I could sit hear and cut and paste tens of thousands of posts from former MJ addicts, but most people on here just don't get it.
@Dylandawg  Amazing story. Thank you for your honesty. At least go to AA meetings, they work and they are free. They will support you and help you.
Oh my, Luddites, prohibitionists and religious fanatics. They forget that half of the constitution was written to protect us from them.
Do either Kennedy or Sabet live in Washington State or Colorado?
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If not, then shut the hell up. We voted for legalization and we got it. Deal with it! If they do live here or Colorado then I say again, deal with it! We voted for it and it passed. At least give legalization a year and see what the results are going to be before you start crying that the world is going to end because pot is legal.
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"People who use alcohol and tobacco understand they're doing something risky. That's not the message about marijuana, and that's an unfortunate situation." For those anti-pot folks who are claiming that people have the wrong message about pot there has been a misconception about pot since prohibition. People have claimed for decades that pot was some terrible gateway drug with no beneficial properties whatsoever. Well, guess what?! YOUR WRONG. Pot has great medicinal properties but your just too stupid and stubborn to see it.
Yes. Stick up for peoples rights to be stoned and stupid. I'm sure meth users would say the same for their choise of drug.
 @Gigi Spoken like someone who doesn't understand the massive difference between types of drugs.  Here, have a drug harm chart link  http://www.economist.com/blogs/dailychart/2010/11/drugs_cause_most_harm If Komo kills that just google "drug harm  chart economist"
@Gigi Spoken like a true ignorant dolt.
@Dylandawg The bad feelings might last a couple of weeks, and whatever you do, do not look into anti depressants. My wife was taking paxil for hot flashes (worked) for a couple of years, then her doctor told her she wasn't taking enough. She decided to quit anyway and it took her about a month to get off of them. When she quit, the depression was almost instantaneous. I'm an old man and my pot experience goes back about 45 years. MJ might not be addictive, but I suffered stomach and digestive problems for a couple of weeks when I quit. It will go away and you'll feel better, but don't go for any drug substitution, even if prescribed by a doctor.
@ValleyBronco U mad bro? Too paranoid of hearing what others have to say? That's a sign you're smoking a bit too much.
 @flibbles  @Dylandawg he admitted he is just posting "stories" he read from other people. He's a troll.
 @Lorie Ya know loooorrrrrrrriii, I ran a small electronics repair shop for 25 years and for the majority of that I employed 2 guys that were the best 'above-board repair technicians' that I have ever met. Their production that they delivered was just plain phenomenal. They made me more money than I could ever expect. Both could carry on a conversation in work and off-time language that was clear,concise and always to the point. Both could do equations that would make you cry in their heads. Very dependable and never had a moment that they couldn't handle.
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I knew they smoked pot and didn't care. They never used on the job [unless the benches were empty] and were as far as I'm concerned the absolute best find any employer could hope for.
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I know a LOT of very intelligent people that have done very well for themselves. Millionaires that I used to repair parts for. I was never at a loss when I introduced by above-board guys, NEVER.
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You need to look at your studies a little harder and I'll bet that your addicts have more than one drug in their 'abuse' record.
@flibbles @Dylandawg  WRONG fibbies, stupid, judgemental, lack of intelligence, wrong on information about chemical dependency and depression. Marijuana makes you too stupid to know better.
 @Dylandawg Gigi, you need to quit posting because honestly it doesn't seem like you've passed the 1st grade yet. Dylandawg, It's all in your head. There is absolutely no chemical dependency with you smoke marijuana. Also, I would truly suggest you look into anti-depressants.
@Tattooed_Angel  Off of the MJ for 6 days now and really bad mood swings, depression, sweating and insomnia. Still feelgood about the whole thing as i know its for the better. Does anybody know how long these effects last?
They're afraid that their cash cow is about to disappear. Â It's not up to them to dictate public policy - it's for the public to decide.
This group is probably being funded by alcohol, tobacco, paper, cotton, and/or prescription drug companies.
If a politician is hooked on drugs that does not give him the right to impose his weaknesses on the rest of us who are not drug addicts but use alcohol and pot rationally.Â
I find it interesting that politicians are saying we need gun control to the point of saying that the president can do an executive order to ban guns. Which the constitution does not give him that power. Now they are saying we are going down the wrong road yet again. This time cause two states chose to let the people decide if pot should be legal but regulated. But why is it not going down the wrong road per their thinking when it comes to their spending of money that is not theirs?
The Kennedys are a piece of work. I can't stand professional politicians.
The war on drugs is wrong - it not should be illegal to be stupid.
"the U.S. can ease the ills of prohibition - such as the racial disparities in arrest rates"
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Does that mean arrest more whites, or give minorities a pass?
 @gotrhythm Racial profiling is usually executed with "I smelled weed" http://www.boston.com/globe/metro/packages/tickets/010603.shtml
If marijuana is legal then it should be as free as the air, not regulated, taxed and turned into a business to pay for more government. If people were able to simply grow their own, the gangs would have to do something else for cash. Crime would go down because it would be cheap!. As it is, the State has become another gang just like the rest. All the gangs will do is lower their prices. Plus there's all the "Illegal Growers" to track down and bust. It's going to be a failure.
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People always have and always will seek to get high or drunk. It's human nature.
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I would simply pass a law that drivers must be drug free and submit to a test to obtain / renew a their license and police can require a drug test for just cause. Then I'd be done with it. You want to smoke pot? You're a free human being. Go ahead. You just have to ride the bus. Here's a way to finally get more people to ride the bus. Isn't that what we're supposed to do?
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What do you think, Kids? When you're 16 do you want to drive a car? Better stay off drugs.
 @MajorSkeptic I agree that we should not allow the State to become the new drug cartel: cannabis should not be the State government's replacement for liquor (although we'd all be better off if they took the liquor business back.) We need to let the price of cannabis drop so low that there is no profit in it for the cartels - and the State only involved to ensure that whatever is sold as "pot" is in fact ONLY pure cannabis.
As for driving, cannabis DOES wear off after a few hours.
Did you know that at least one really major employer in our state explicitly does NOT test for drug use as a condition of employment?
 @MajorSkeptic If a person can grow it's own vegetables & fruit, why not pot? When will there be a war on b
i hate these "knows what's best for you" types. the people have spoken. and no matter what you say and do, the "war on drugs" has and always will be a failure. yeah, not everyone is responsible enough to handle marijuana. same goes for cigarettes, alcohol, fatty foods, and just about everything else in life.
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you can't make everything you can't handle illegal.
 @stargunner Republicans: always have to have one kind of war or another.
 @JLS1950  @stargunner Oh shut up already. There are many anti-pot Democrats, and many pro-pot Republicans.
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People are so f***ing dumb these days.
2 days ago i had my last joint. I finally realized that i have been fooling myself for years, thinking that weed is okay and harmless. I stopped smoking normal cigarettes over a year ago after smoking 20 a day and suffered bad physical withdraw symptoms but they don't come close to the mental withdrawals i get after quitting weed. Without realizing it, when i decided to take a break from weed i would get extremely frustrated and the smallest thing would frustrate me. When i first started smoking it was such a gradual process. I used to keep telling myself that weed is only mentally addictive, i can leave it any time and not get withdraw symptoms... Little did i realize that the word ADDICTIVE whether mentally or physically still means the same thing. I finally see now just how addictive it is, and i really want my ambition and clear thinking back. This is going to be difficult for me, but i believe the penny has dropped now, and i feel the same way i did when i quit smoking cigarettes... Determined. I dont think i am as bad an addict as people who smoked it every single day throughout, i smoked it mostly on weekends and once every late afternoon, skipping a day inbetween now and then. Either way though, i am an addict and really don't want to smoke it ever again. If you are able to point me in the most helpful directions as to getting better from this disease, i will appreciate it very much. Thanks and wish me well, even though i believe i have the strength to quit, it is not going to be easy.
 @Dylandawg With freedom comes the responsibility of self-control and accountability. I'm glad you found your way, but your story bores me to tears.
 @Dylandawg I want to wish you the best as you make the journey to sobriety. It's been over 30 years since I smoked. I wouldn't mind a toke once in a while but it is way too expensive at $250+ an ounce. Besides it gave me the munchies and that's the last thing I need since I need to drop about 25 pounds.
 @jcman He's full of beans. All of his stories are CP'd from his little reference site. dylandogpoop couldn't type that many words without his/her/it's teacher in the room.
well today is 60 days clean and free from that evil drug called pot for me and bubba j. and tomorrow is our 17th wedding anniversary. whew hew. go us. the cravings have subsided for now. but am a little worried about that as time passes. last time we quit, we caved at the 6 month point. and it seems others have slipped around that time as well. hopefully being aware of that fact will help prevent that from happening again. we feel we are doing well with our recovery. i feel so much better than i did that first month. hope all is going well for all of you. thank you so very very much for the support that we get from all of you. it means a lot to us and so do all of you.Â
 @Dylandawg I've looked at the source of your BS. None of these stories are yours. They are all from snot dripping morons, like you.
@komoispropaganda I am so bored with my life. I am 23 years old and I smoke pot every single day. I received my Associates Degree and had to leave school because I could'nt afford it anymore. Smoking is the only thing I do for fun. I have had the same boyfriend for over 4 years and maybe I am bored with him too. All I know is that I just got back from the doctor with bronchitis. He told me to stop smoking and all I am thinking about right now is going into my room and picking up my bong. I don't know why I can't stop. I am a healthy person! I exercise everyday, I eat right and I don't allow the munchies. I feel like a change in a postive direction would help, but I have no money to allow for such a change (I get my weed for free). I am lost. I want to stop, but I am too bored.....HELP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
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@Elvis Hi everyone, I'm back after a hiatus during which I quit, relapsed and quit again...I am now almost one month clean. Here's my story: Right before I quit ( and this is why I quit again) I got an MRI for some weird symptoms thinking I might have MS or something. No MS, but they found something which they stated could be a small unruptured anuerysm which is a bulge or dilation in the artery and not deadly unless of course it was to rupture. After weeks of worrying I saw a neurosurgeon who said that yes, it could be one, but it also could be a normal formation of the vessel. He said if it is one, it is too small to deal with and probably won't harm me, and just to go home and resume normal activities. He also said that 1 in 40 people have one and don't even know it, and may never know it. I wanted more tests, but the neurosurgeon is THE guy in my state who has been doing his job for a long time and has seen it all. I am going to follow up in a few years to make sure the issue hasn't changed. Anyway...the day I found out, I quit weed as I read it increases blood flow to the brain and I don't need that. Because I don't know "for sure" if it is an aneurysm or if it's just a normal formation, I am not going back to the weed. However, I am feeling very sad. Like my best friend is gone. In the place of the weed has arisen a serious health anxiety for which I am being treated with antidepressants and low dose Xanax which I take ONLY as needed as I am terrified of dependence. I am absolutely obsessed and scared over every possibility and sensation in my body, it's like anxiety especially about my health is my new addiction. I don't remember feeling all this anxiety and unhappiness when I was high all the time. I'm miserable. I've lost a ton of weight in a short period of time and have all these aches, pains, tingles, sensations and depression. It's like I feel like I'll never laugh again, never experience pleasure again. When I got my MRI results I felt like I had a time bomb in my brain and I still kind of feel that way. I miss weed but I know it's not healthy for me. So that's my story... Angela